报答一生...

Oh my.. going crazy man... the SFX i got with me is ard 100+.. been listening to them since last nite... the sound of cars, animals, human is still ringing in my ears when i'm doing nothing... In case u wonder y i got nothing better to listen...its bcos of the practical assignment... recreating the sound design for a tvc..... knn wan to cry man... tried finding the catalogue for the SFX discs in sch.. but cannot find... knn got few thousand sounds inside the 20 cd?? or more.... FUCK!!!!!
haiz... back to smoking again... smoked back when doing the written assignment... nw finish liao but i still smoke... knn.........
Anyway back to tues outing with peng which i forgotten to mention.. was having dinner together with max... Peng suddenly ask... are u still in touch with HER?? i was pretty surprised by the question.. cos the rest knew wat happen & they never ask..... i juz tell him some crap answer.. while max pretending not to hear n buried his head dwn eating his grass... oops i mean food.... anyway i dun feel anything alrd... wat past has pass... nw i dun gif a damn abt all wat happen last time.... gone is the hatred n i'm left with good memories... but still cross my fingers hoping not to c tis person again....
By the way i got another ang bao frm my parents on my lunar birthday... dun feel good abt it...in fact... when i tried to slp tat nite, tears well up in my eyes.. it suddenly come to my mind the sufferings mum got from my birth.. i hate tis day .. esp of the suffering i gave her for giving birth to me be it the lunar 1 or the ang mor date...tis reminds me of a song suddenly at tis moment...

"无法可修饰的一对手 带出温暖永远在背后 纵使囉唆始终关注 不懂珍惜太内疚 沉醉于音阶她不赞赏 母亲的爱却永未退让 决心冲开心中挣扎 亲恩终可报答 春风化雨暖透我的心 一生眷顾无言地送赠 是你多么温馨的目光 教我坚毅望著前路 叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃 无法解释怎可抱尽亲恩 爱意宽大是无限 请准我说声真的爱你"

因为有老妈..才有今天的我..因为有老妈..我才能生在Beyond音乐的年代..唯一能报答的只有坚持Beyond不死信念..向成功迈进...